My dreams float out to sea and reach for me like a sailor reaching for the shore- but I can’t even fucking swim. I want to turn into your ghost to see how the world looks from your hollowed eyes. The holes from my mind are filled with moonlight and that’s when my dreams wake up. I’m half a person in these moments and I don’t care if you think I’m drowning while I’m awake. I come up for air like a sunrise and take in those deep breaths when I feel worthy. So wreck the ship. Rip my eyes out- blind me of everything. Fill my pores with saltwater to try and heal me. I’ll find that light, just how you did. Before it made you a ghost. -AMT ©️